February 2010
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I am on my way to work at my second job. It’s actually an old job that re opened and I volunteered to fill in. It’s really a cushy gig 10-3 and I always make mad bank. When I worked this job before, I would get off work and go blow some cash in a bar. It was a good way to cooldown from being berated by the boss man. I drank way too much coffee this morning and I am waiting for my...
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I am on the way to school. It’s getting warm in Alabama, warm and wet. Last night I remembered that I still have a big bottle of wine stashed in my room. I only ever drank it when I was hard up, and it would usually find a way to meet my clothes or sheets. Now I am wondering what to do with it, my family drinks alot of wine. So I could attempt to slip it into the kitchen as unnoticed as I...
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Well, it’s Sunday. Before noon, and I would already like a beer or 12. I finished copying notes from class and my next speech, which is nearly finished, isn’t due until Friday. I am sitting in the suprisingly warm sun and playing with the cat. I got a student loan refund check, the key to not blowing all the money has to be sobriety. Sixty bucks worth of weed lasts me over a week, I...
After missing class the day after fat Tuesday (scheduling fail IMO) I found myself further than my compatriots in one class. And had to borrow notes from the cute girl who sits next to me in another, she also proffered her number in case I couldn’t read parts of it. She has very legible handwriting…. I carried my 24 hour sober coin with me at school, but today marks one week. A mark...
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Just some pics of grand bay, Alabama where we went to pick up our fridge
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So, I went to the meeting. It was all sorts of powerful, like a black church ( I hope that isn’t wrong to say) I enjoyed it. After that I walked to michaels downtown cafe, met a friends mother and had oyster and artichoke stew with pasta salad. He recently started putting mixed greens under the pasta salad and had a new zestier dressing, more vinegar— less lemon. The oyster and...
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On the bus
Still feeling nervous, but trying to let pandora’s sweet beats calm me. I wish I had done some yoga or some shit this am. Do yall do yoga/ breathing to calm yourself?
the eve of my first meeting
Luckily i have a friend to take me to my first aa meeting, but i am still feeling really nervous the night before. I have to walk my sister to her bus stop, and will probably work out for the hour of free time i have between leaving her and hopping on the bus to meet my friend.
And by workout, i mean just ride the exercise bike, its the only piece of gym equipment i can tolerate and and gives my...
